{"id":157,"date":"2005-05-03T06:06:14","date_gmt":"2005-05-03T01:06:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/?p=157"},"modified":"2005-05-03T06:06:14","modified_gmt":"2005-05-03T01:06:14","slug":"just-starting-to-understand-mozart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2005\/05\/03\/just-starting-to-understand-mozart.html","title":{"rendered":"Just Starting To Understand Mozart"},"content":{"rendered":"<table align=\"center\" WIDTH=\"800\">\n<tr VALIGN=\"TOP\">\n<td align=\"left\">\n<font FACE=\"VERDANA,ARIAL,HELVETICA\" SIZE=\"3\"><\/p>\n<p><!-- MAY 3 2005 12:54AM --><br \/>\n<font face=\"Comic Sans NS,Verdana,Arial,Helvetica\" SIZE=\"3\"><br \/>\n37 years old and i am just starting to understand Mozart. starting to see a balance between substance and flourish, melody and filigree, material and theater. i get depressed listening to Richter, in his 80s, say that he never cracked the code of Mozart. i never will, either, but these past couple of weeks it came alive to me. i hit a rough patch these last few weeks. i can still see the knives and the masks and the eyes.<br \/>\nit started at 12:39am, Tuesday, April 19, 2005; and ended at 1:08pm, Tuesday, April 26, 2005, in the lobby of this apartment building. as clearly as i can see the knives i can clearer see that feeling of stranded completion, pounding my fists on the kitchen counter and jumping up and down. i was happy, bopping out in the kitchen to ABBA songs, and i&#8217;m glad no one saw it. because it was all mine. thank you, Mozart. thank you, ABBA. thank you, India. thank you, you know who. much respect. stay safe.<br \/>\n<\/font><\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p>&#160;<\/p>\n<p><\/font>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>37 years old and i am just starting to understand Mozart. starting to see a balance between substance and flourish, melody and filigree, material and theater. i get depressed listening to Richter, in his 80s, say that he never cracked the code of Mozart. i never will, either, but these past couple of weeks it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-157","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-181-2","et-doesnt-have-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paumAn-2x","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=157"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=157"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=157"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=157"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}