\t\t\t\tHere’s an IRC log I mentioned in the previous posting. It’s from 23 years ago.<\/p>\n
[LOCAL] CHANNEL LOG ON<\/span> …<\/span><\/p>\n [rachel] so. should i a) go where i know i’ll find this chick monique, who i barely know, and beg her on my hands and knees to show me the wonderful ways of women, or b) call up tim, who i know very well, and just go for drinks?<\/span> \n…<\/span><\/p>\n [rachel] it’s a struggle to keep from doing things i know will hurt me<\/span> \n…<\/span><\/p>\n [rachel] you awake?<\/span><\/p>\n …<\/span><\/p>\n [rachel] really.<\/span> Here’s an IRC log I mentioned in the previous posting. It’s from 23 years ago. [LOCAL] CHANNEL LOG ON [rachel] i had a nap. i think maybe i feel a little better [rachel] but i’m not sure. [rachel] and i still wanna get laid. <sorabji> i hope you are. <sorabji> i hope you do. <sorabji> […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15794","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-digital-hoarding","et-doesnt-have-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/saumAn-rachel","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15794","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15794"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15794\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15794"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15794"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15794"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n[rachel] i had a nap. i think maybe i feel a little better<\/span>
\n[rachel] but i’m not sure.<\/span>
\n[rachel] and i still wanna get laid.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i hope you are.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i hope you do.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> \ud83d\ude09<\/span>
\n[rachel] hehehehe<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i got some sleeping pills at the pharmacy<\/span>
\n[rachel] ooh, scary<\/span>
\n<sorabji> they didn’t help last night, but i’ll double up tonight<\/span>
\n<sorabji> and while i was waiting for the prescription, i noticed that they were selling YOHIMBE<\/span>
\n<sorabji> have you ever dealt w\/yohimbe?<\/span>
\n[rachel] i’ve heard about it<\/span>
\n[rachel] you tried trazodone for the sleeping instead?<\/span>
\n[ACTION] sorabji never used Yohimbe. no need for it, don’t suppose.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> trazodone? never heard. i take ambien.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> you take traz..?<\/span>
\n<sorabji> ambien seems good, but i think i’m getting too used to it<\/span>
\n[rachel] lotsa folx double up traz with prozac, if they have trouble sleeping<\/span>
\n<sorabji> you’re still on prozac?<\/span>
\n[rachel] i don’t take it unless i’m fuckin desperate cause it knocks me totazlly out, and then i’d rather drink.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i thought you’d said it was outdated, kind of<\/span>
\n[rachel] yeah<\/span>
\n[rachel] i’m thinking i wanna start lithium, i don’t know what to do<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i haven’t had a drink since february<\/span>
\n<sorabji> and i haven’t missed it.<\/span>
\n[rachel] wow<\/span>
\n<sorabji> because i still do the exact same stupid shit<\/span>
\n[rachel] cool<\/span>
\n[rachel] prozac outdated? not really<\/span>
\n[rachel] whatever works, man<\/span>
\n<sorabji> you said i could link to your page, right?<\/span>
\n<sorabji> from my page.<\/span>
\n[rachel] yeah, totally<\/span>
\n<sorabji> was going to link to the “un-decaffeinated home of woman.”<\/span>
\n[rachel] hahahaha, i love it<\/span>
\n<sorabji> my page will be neat, but it might not work for anything but netscape..<\/span>
\n<sorabji> was going to post depression and suicide stories, but i thought better of it<\/span>
\n[rachel] heh<\/span>
\n<sorabji> mostly because i saw that so many other people were doing that exact thing.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> posting their therapist stories.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> so it didn’t seem too original.<\/span>
\n[rachel] …..prblem with lithium is if i did start i’d totally have to cut down on my caffeine, sodium, and alcohol, and that’s most of my diet right there.<\/span>
\n[rachel] heh<\/span>
\n<sorabji> is lithium like really heavy shit?<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i’ve only heard of it<\/span>
\n[rachel] like yeah, pretty much. gotta totally monitor blood levels and all<\/span>
\n[rachel] as in just general side effects, can be tremors, if your lithium level gets too high it’s bad news<\/span>
\n<sorabji> hmm..idunno. in retrospect it was kind of fun losing my mind last night.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> maybe i’ll do it every night<\/span>
\n[rachel] it’s scary how alluring it is<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i missed the meeting w\/my therapist<\/span>
\n[rachel] whoops.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> thought it was tonight, but it was at 12:30<\/span>
\n<sorabji> she was really pissed.<\/span>
\n[SERVER] woman has quit IRC irc.uiuc.edu *.portal.com<\/span><\/p>\n
\n<sorabji> go with monique and gimme all the lurid details when you get home<\/span>
\n[rachel] hahahahaha<\/span>
\n<sorabji> monique, what does she have in mind for you?<\/span>
\n[rachel] probably nothing but i do know she’s totally lookin for someone<\/span>
\n[SERVER] woman has quit IRC Connection reset by peer<\/span>
\n<sorabji> it sounds like it could be fun, if nothing else.<\/span>
\n[SERVER] woman :No such nick\/channel<\/span><\/p>\n
\n[rachel] i have to get out of here but i don’t know where to go<\/span>
\n<sorabji> is it cold out?<\/span>
\n<sorabji> do you just want to go outside?<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i mean that can be pretty intoxicating, going around and not knowing where you’re going.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> don’t take anything valuable with you.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> it’ll make you feel safer.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> more ready for trouble, if it comes.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> now i feel like going out, too…..<\/span>
\n[rachel] i don’t know i don’t know<\/span>
\n[rachel] i’m afraid to go out alone at night<\/span>
\n[rachel] yeah, well, i wanna get laid but i don’t fuckin wanna get raped.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> i know…. i mean i get like that all the time, but it’s so dangerous<\/span><\/p>\n
\n<sorabji> We’re all meeting, Shrink, MD, and me, to talk about it.<\/span>
\n<sorabji> Not certain, but pretty likely.<\/span>
\n[rachel] cool<\/span>
\n<sorabji> It’s supposed to fix things, right?<\/span>
\n<sorabji> It’s not dangerous, is it?<\/span>
\n[rachel] it can make things nice and even, yes — gotta watch the blood levels relatively closely, it’s a bit messier than other drugs<\/span>
\n<sorabji> Messy? Like diarreah? Brain-spills?<\/span>
\n[sheimp-KICK] has kicked sorabji from #mindvox sheimp<\/span>
\n[LOCAL] Auto Join #mindvox after kick engaged<\/span>
\n[rachel] as in just general side effects, can be tremors, if your lithium level gets too high it’s bad news<\/span>
\n[LOCAL] Leaving …<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"