{"id":17650,"date":"2018-07-19T18:16:58","date_gmt":"2018-07-19T22:16:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/?p=17650"},"modified":"2018-07-19T18:16:58","modified_gmt":"2018-07-19T22:16:58","slug":"what-loss","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2018\/07\/19\/what-loss.html","title":{"rendered":"What Loss?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\t\t\t\tI heard a lot of noise out in the hallway. I assumed it was the owner of the building doing some kind of work but it turned out to be some people hauling everything out of an apartment upstairs. I noticed an amplifier, the sort which would be used by a live band. Obviously someone was moving out, I assumed, though the 19th of the month is a somewhat odd day to move out of a monthly rental place. Outside I saw the objects from the apartment being loaded into a U-Haul truck with Oklahoma plates. Someone outside, who had earlier been moving some of the objects into her truck, began driving away from here, yelling out the window &#8220;Sorry for your loss!&#8221; I wanted to ask these people, none of whom I recognized, if someone in the building had died. If not then someone connected to someone here could have passed, I guess, but it&#8217;s not even close to any of my business to ask around about what might have happened.<\/p>\n<p>It made me think back on the others I knew or knew of who lived and died under these ceilings. Jack was the most memorable. He dropped dead of a heart attack and lay on the floor downstairs for several days, deteriorating and then letting off that unique stench of death. I did not recognize it but after I told my then-girlfriend what had happened she said &#8220;You know, when I came into your apartment building last night, I thought &#8216;Something stinks!'&#8221; Then she added that she thought it was that smell, which she encountered at least once under similar circumstances of a neighbor dying alone.<\/p>\n<p>Jack was a nice guy, and while it&#8217;s important to recognize that nice people die just like the rest of us I still found it a little tasteless when his apartment was cleared out and his gay pornos and other memorabilia left out for all to consider. It seemed disrespectful, and it was something I might have taken into consideration after my father died and I found similar type of materials in his bedroom bureau. I disposed of dad&#8217;s gay porn videos in a trash can outside a steakhouse, where no one could have associated them with him.<\/p>\n<p>I felt bad for the young couple that lived right upstairs from Jack. For days they endured that rancid smell, probably unaware at first what it was. I never talked to them about it but did not realize until too late that they wanted to talk to me, or just to\u00a0<em>somebody<\/em> about all this. It was the way they looked at me one of the days after this happened, clearly wanting to open a conversation but I, for whatever reason, oblivious to their gesture.<\/p>\n<p>Others, of course, have died in this building, as with any multiple-dwelling type structure. I&#8217;ve talked-to-myself about this enough already.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;\t\t<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I heard a lot of noise out in the hallway. I assumed it was the owner of the building doing some kind of work but it turned out to be some people hauling everything out of an apartment upstairs. I noticed an amplifier, the sort which would be used by a live band. 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