{"id":1997,"date":"2011-11-28T20:40:01","date_gmt":"2011-11-29T00:40:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/?p=1997"},"modified":"2011-11-28T20:40:01","modified_gmt":"2011-11-29T00:40:01","slug":"feeling-odd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2011\/11\/28\/feeling-odd.html","title":{"rendered":"feeling odd"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\t\t\t\tfeel strange all over. sore in places, not much sleep last night, maybe it&#8217;s a flu. i never got a flu shot this year, but when i got one last year i got a flu 2 weeks later, so it&#8217;s all the same at some level. had shots of pain, not that the &#8220;shots&#8221; hurt something awful, just felt strange. hot flashes, then cold flashes. flu like, i guess. boo. nothing a long peaceful sleep can&#8217;t take care of.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>i found myself looking pictures and accounts of some high school teacher. i graduated high school in 1986, over 25 years ago, and for some reaosn i found it hard to believe that some of the same teachers were still there at that school. an English teacher, a science teacher, and a student counselor &#8230; i knew those 3 reasonably well, and there they are, patrolling the same classrooms as ever. i guess i thought of them as older than they are, but the teachers i knew were only about 15 or 20  years older than me. one teacher i was sure was in his 60s while i was at that school appears to be only entering his 60s now. he had the gray streaks in his hair, and carried himself like a much older fellow, a worldly wise sort who had seen it all, and maybe he had, but i assumed that such wisdom came with age.<\/p>\n<p>i started thinking of those old        teaacchers when i for some reason remembered an incident in some science class. i can&#8217;t remember if it was biology or physicis or what, but for the entire school year i never once raised my hand or said one word in class. and it wasn&#8217;t a class where the teacher called on anyone. the teacher was not a nice person, as evidenced by numerous anecdotes from myself and others.<\/p>\n<p>so one day, near the end of the school year, in what i think was the last 3 or 4 days of classes, i raised my hand to ask a question. i don&#8217;t remember the question. i don&#8217;t remember the answer. i don&#8217;t remmeber the topic or anything about the lecture. i just remmeber the look on her face. she looked like an alien had just leapt out of my chest. she was visibly puzzled that i asked this one question, the only question i&#8217;d asked all year, and in the home stretch of the school year, by which time she must have thought i&#8217;d no interest in the class, that is if she thought anything of me at all.<\/p>\n<p>she stopped and stuttered a little bit after answering my question, and i felt i had had some success in disarming and befuddling this unpleasant person. there was dismay and confusion in the silence that stumbled between her lecture chunks&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>went to costco looking for a hard drive, but the floods in thailand have depleted the inventory of hard drives. only 2 drives per customer, and none of the type i needed were available. dang.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>gentleman came to fix my piano yesterday. that went well. expensive, but th epiano works again. i&#8217;ve barely played for a couple of months because the contacts have been bad. it&#8217;s a Roland digital piano, which i&#8217;ve had for 6 or 7 years. the salesmanships make it sound like digital pianos need no tuning, and so they must need no maintenance, but it&#8217;s nonsense. i paid $460 to get this things fixed, and i think i paid about that much 3 years ago.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p>i found a couple of drivers licenses on the street today, 2 licenses owned by the same individual, one of them a learners permit and the other a commercial drivers license. i asked at the warehouse nearby if anyone knew the person pictured in the licenses, but the fork lift operator had no idea. i suddenly had all this responsibility to deal with. i felt important. i planned to throw the licenses into a mailbox, as soon as i got near one. but i knew that the driver would have to deal with a week or 2 of not having a license, and that sounded lame, but i was going to do the best i could. then i took a closer look at the licenses and saw that they had both expired years ago. oh well. i threw them into the USPS mailbox near Costco and forgot about it. responsibility lifted.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;..<\/p>\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>feel strange all over. sore in places, not much sleep last night, maybe it&#8217;s a flu. i never got a flu shot this year, but when i got one last year i got a flu 2 weeks later, so it&#8217;s all the same at some level. had shots of pain, not that the &#8220;shots&#8221; 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