{"id":27949,"date":"2021-05-09T15:55:35","date_gmt":"2021-05-09T19:55:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/?p=27949"},"modified":"2021-05-09T15:55:35","modified_gmt":"2021-05-09T19:55:35","slug":"virtuoso-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2021\/05\/09\/virtuoso-2.html","title":{"rendered":"Virtuoso"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Virtuoso<\/p>\n<p>I found you in a gray yard, politely brimming,<br \/>\npolicing the clearings in a stranger&#8217;s voice.<br \/>\nListening to a radio you wanted to intercept<br \/>\nthe meaning of what was heard, the anthill-like<br \/>\nspaces, deep, filled by chatter of announcers.<br \/>\nYou saw the sound fade, its colors hung.<br \/>\nA hidden doorway threw itself open.<br \/>\nNo one entered. Only you saw this escape hatch<br \/>\nfrom surveillance, a thing which to you is common<br \/>\nbut to most an invisible intruder. Wide.<br \/>\nYou consider your mistakes, line them out<br \/>\nas pellets rifled from a slingshot hidden in a<br \/>\nchastity chamber at a church hostel. Dust harangued<br \/>\nyou, chanting your failures with a priestly poll but<br \/>\nsaving its tricks for those illusions you can not<br \/>\ncreate by yourself. Inside. Nickels and stones<br \/>\ndeserted you but dust settled on the sod-like grin<br \/>\nyou shared with a fellow traveler, a patient<br \/>\non the bus who knew your name without asking,<br \/>\nwho sat in the ugly gloaming, arms crossed,<br \/>\ndelivering litanies of a trauma long rested but<br \/>\nendlessly reflected in its own suffering.<br \/>\nNothing is left of your decisions. Empty chairs and<br \/>\ngravel sewage blink from saying yes to your<br \/>\nflashes of freedom. You bury the results in a<br \/>\ncomic book, in full color Sunday Best, the<br \/>\ntempest burping beneath joyless influences of<br \/>\nunsettled dust from a stranger&#8217;s forgotten youth.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Virtuoso I found you in a gray yard, politely brimming, policing the clearings in a stranger&#8217;s voice. Listening to a radio you wanted to intercept the meaning of what was heard, the anthill-like spaces, deep, filled by chatter of announcers. You saw the sound fade, its colors hung. A hidden doorway threw itself open. No [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27949","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems","et-doesnt-have-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paumAn-7gN","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27949","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=27949"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27949\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27950,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27949\/revisions\/27950"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=27949"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=27949"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=27949"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}