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I can write. Quality and relevance can be questionable but I have no reason to be modest or immodest (can never remember the difference) about my easy grandiloquence and loquaciousness.<\/p>\n

Most of what I’ve written the past years has been in personal correspondence, where I feel I am at my strongest.<\/p>\n

But I’ve come to think it is about space. Where am I when I can write the best?<\/p>\n

It is not at home. I should have recognized that long ago. I have a good apartment but it has become a garage in which my head is parked.<\/p>\n

I think about moving. With this job, given how little it pays, I could qualify for so-called “affordable” housing. I don’t know, though. Moving is an epic chore, and mentally exhausting even to simply contemplate. I discovered this a few years back when the landlord offered me the apartment across the hall for the same rent.<\/p>\n

He later reneged on that “same rent” promise, as I expected. He invented a phantom “business partner in Greece” who would not allow this to happen without a significant increase. So why did he even bother making the offer? I don’t know.<\/p>\n

But I took it seriously enough that I looked at the place. I was relieved to find that I just didn’t like it. It was awkwardly laid out and the Manhattan view was a joke.<\/p>\n

All this was enough to raise my anxiety levels to the rafters. Moving anywhere, even 25 feet away, felt like an epic maneuver. I am not wired like other people, for moving to a new place every year or 2.<\/p>\n

Maybe I should rewire myself for that. I would know more, be more.\u00a0 I consumed way too much coffee this day. What the hell is with me, I have not consumed daytime coffee in a long time.<\/p>\n

I walked around the block, so to speak, to start this lunch hour. To Church Street, past the Oculus and Trade Center. I thought I hated the new WTC but I’ve come to appreciate it as I see it up close most days. More stately and bold than I was willing to allow.<\/p>\n

I probably have to shit far more righteously than I am letting myself believe. Uneasy about shitting at the office. Don’t know why I should be but it’s what it is.<\/p>\n

I got my lunch at Jubilee on John Street.<\/p>\n

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