{"id":31934,"date":"2022-06-25T17:12:17","date_gmt":"2022-06-25T17:12:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/?p=31934"},"modified":"2022-06-29T09:45:31","modified_gmt":"2022-06-29T13:45:31","slug":"pills-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2022\/06\/25\/pills-3.html","title":{"rendered":"Pills"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"postie-post\">I took 60mg of Nifidipene (sp?) and 1.5mg of lorazapam. Nifi is for BP, Loraz is for anxiety. Together these two pills bring me down to earth, albeit with a feeling that I&#8217;d been on fire before. Burnmarks from the flames are felt across my brain.<\/p>\n<p>This is what &#8220;good&#8221; is supposed to be. I remember it, from periods of childhood and even college. There have been passages and times when I remember feeling alirhgt.<\/p>\n<p>But I can&#8217;t be that way all the time.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I hear people talk about their lives as if it is one continuous unit of time. No years, save for the two on either side of the hyphen on your tombstone.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I want to understand time better than I do. I want to understand its statis, its progress, even its compromises. I&#8217;ll look for a bookk called &#8220;Understanding Time.&#8221; I am certain that book will answer all my questions.<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I took 60mg of Nifidipene (sp?) and 1.5mg of lorazapam. Nifi is for BP, Loraz is for anxiety. Together these two pills bring me down to earth, albeit with a feeling that I&#8217;d been on fire before. Burnmarks from the flames are felt across my brain. This is what &#8220;good&#8221; is supposed to be. I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31934","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-text","et-doesnt-have-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paumAn-8j4","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31934","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31934"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31934\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31934"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31934"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31934"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}