My usual lunch routine is to get outside for at least half of the hour. I visit the pools, I used to play the piano at the public space on Maiden Lane but they don’t let you do that anymore. I think that is because one particular person just overdid it on that thing. She was horrible. Sometimes I dick around with the nearest LinkNYC kiosks, other times I’ll venture as far afield as 77 Water Street to check on the payphones there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
None of that today, or not much at least. I did go out for a hot dog and coffee but returned quicker than usual. Quicklier. I feel weird about this job. It’s going nowhere. It is a job that, in itsself, cannot possibly go anywhere. Not for me, that is. I have zero aspirations to fail up at this place. I want something where it feels like I belong. I’m an outsider here. Of course that is by design. I do not want anyone here knowing anything about me. I only opened up to one person and I’m content in believing she has no memory of it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I had strange thoughts this morning about what would happen if I had sex again with a certain ex. I don’t know where this came from. I have not seen or talked to her in a long time. I shouldn’t even go here, it’s too dangerous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But the thoughts and imagineerings were pretty crazy. She would be awesome.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hmm, out of time quicker than expected. Quicklier.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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