{"id":45010,"date":"2024-08-24T08:09:58","date_gmt":"2024-08-24T12:09:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2024\/08\/24\/why-am-i-here.html"},"modified":"2024-08-24T08:09:58","modified_gmt":"2024-08-24T12:09:58","slug":"why-am-i-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2024\/08\/24\/why-am-i-here.html","title":{"rendered":"Why am I here?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am poor because I choose poverty. I am a poorie. If I subsist that satisfies me. I like electronic toys and gadgets and have indulged in those expenses in the past, but not anymore. I am unable to contribute to the economy in any meaningful way. What money I make goes nowhere but toward subsistence. I steal where I can. A coffee shop worker might hand me a few napkins when I buy coffee. I grab a fistful and raise no alarms or eyebrows. My table at home has a mountain of these coffee shop napkins. I use them to wipe my mouth after brushing my teeth, and sometime to wipe a certain bodily fluid off my person. I used to steal Java Jackets, as I believe they were called. One line of products that is used to insulate coffee cups was called Java Jackets, and I horded over 100 of them. I don&#8217;t even remember why I amassed those things but I stopped doing that. I save and make frequent reuse of the so-called single-use disposable bags formerly used at grocery stores. Bodegas and some other stores are still allowed to use them, and I have a massive collection, including one in my back pocket of these pants I am wearing. I keep it there in case I make a purchase and do not want to pay 50 cents for a bag I will likely never resue since I have so many so-called single use bags to get through. That&#8217;s not really stealing but it feels like it. I steal time from my employer. I play video games and write stories like this on company time, and to be honest I have no problem with it. I don&#8217;t think anybody does, or would if they knew about it. I felt like a criminal when I first started doing these things. IN a way I guess I still do but the reality is that this type of work allows for what I guess would be called a perk. This ramble is not going where I imagined, which is not to say I had a plan. Being poor is better than being dead. Or is it? Does poverty make a difference when you&#8217;re dead? Of course not. So it&#8217;s a moot comparison. I slept well last night. Good sleep is a form of wealth.&nbsp; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am poor because I choose poverty. I am a poorie. If I subsist that satisfies me. I like electronic toys and gadgets and have indulged in those expenses in the past, but not anymore. I am unable to contribute to the economy in any meaningful way. What money I make goes nowhere but toward [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[29],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-45010","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-text","et-doesnt-have-format-content","et_post_format-et-post-format-standard"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paumAn-bHY","jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45010","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=45010"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45010\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=45010"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=45010"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=45010"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}