{"id":47496,"date":"2025-10-18T19:10:54","date_gmt":"2025-10-18T23:10:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2025\/10\/18\/i-tried-to-strangle-myself-last-night.html"},"modified":"2025-11-06T09:55:36","modified_gmt":"2025-11-06T14:55:36","slug":"i-tried-to-strangle-myself-last-night","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/wsbj.com\/sorabji\/2025\/10\/18\/i-tried-to-strangle-myself-last-night.html","title":{"rendered":"I tried to strangle myself last night"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Or maybe the night before. Bruises appeared to me noontime today whilst wearing a bright white shirt and looking into a mirror. 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Bruises appeared to me noontime today whilst wearing a bright white shirt and looking into a mirror. 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