If that is ambivalence I detect in your relationship with these electronic tools then I certainly share it. I wish that the physical work done here gave me a visceral, muscular feeling of satisfaction that I was using the tools of an artisan, but these tools are never more than cheap disposable plastic. I don't do anything at the BBC, they interviewed me a few times, often at great great length, about some stuff they found interesting. The one on my site is the only one I ever heard/saw, and that's pretty well because the producer sent me a CD of the spot. I don't have anywhere near all my media spots linked up because I don't remember where most of them are. I wrote poetry, too, mostly bad poetry. The fact of the matter is that I do too much, and am sorely in need of direction. I also picked up a fancy-pants DSLR camera recently, to complement my beautiful old film SLR. I have mostly loathed the DSLR but figured I should take a crack at actually using one. I can't find your blog from your profile pages but I look forward to joining your steep learning curve as it arrives at some abatement.