That public space visit last night was interesting. Thinking of it now, it was comfortable, calm, and even pleasing. Wish I lived closer, or that similar public spaces existed around Astoria. Closest one would be the Citi Building, which isn’t so far, but it’s not so humanan environment as that former Sony space was last night.
No human contact for me for the next several days, since popping that anxiety pill yesterday. Can’t drink for several days after taking those, and it’s fine with me this time, the monotony of vodka was getting to me. I don’t feel a sunbeam better today than i did yesterday since taking the pills. Sleep was impossible, BP was pretty high this a.m., but it will work itself out as it always does.
At the ghetto coffee shop, where a mother is yelling at her young daughter to go pay the stuff she stole. hat kid is getting annoying. The therapist asked yesterday if I would date a woman who has kids. I was like “Sure. I like kids and kids like me, beause I talk to kids like they are adults and not, you know, little kids.” The therapist kind of beamed when I said this, saying most guys my age see kids as a dating dealbreaker. I knew a girl for a while who had a kid. He was cool. I took him to the Top of the Rock and a bunch of other places one day, and played a whole bunch of video games with him. I can undertand why it would be a dealbreaker for some guys, though. You don’t get the woman’s full attention when her kid is her #1 priority. I wouldn’t have a problem with that but I can understand how a dude of my or any age might.
