The renewal of the Lorazapam before the 30 day expectation is cause for pause. It motivated me to gorge on a full 2mg today. Something I’ve never understood about the current intake is why I can drink booze the same day without waking up with a crippling hangover. In the past any quantity of benzos forced me not to drink for a few days, lest face the wrath of the booze I drink be amplified double or triple their impact.
I guess it’s because I don’t drink “excessively” like I maybe used to. Cannot believe I used to put back 4 Resin IIPAs and vodka. I think they changed Resin from IIPA to DIPA. Sounds like a college certification. I got my DIPA license!
I’m at a coffee shop, drinking coffee I do not like but enjoying the atmosphere. A dog outside looks cold and impatient. Just as I said that the dog was scooped up and hauled away.
The current hookup app I’m on was fun at first but became monotonous. Too much uber-kink and trash talk. All I want is some conventional cunnilingus and foreplay before penetration, rest for a bit, then repeat. No whips or toys.
It got cooler, and I feel it. That might have contributed to the morning’s manic malaise. Seasons change. It was 80s just a couple of days ago.
I am unable to upload to YouTube now. I don’t know why. Everything goes up to TikTok and Archive.org. Something about my IP address changing? TikTok is insane, I cannot understand it.
