This is her trying to turn my permafrown upside down. Her terminal insecurities makes me perma-angry now but in this moment we had some fun. Perma-frown is just a show, goating her to keep touching me. Forget about liking. I have never been with a woman that loved me, or had the capacity to do so. Love is a fantasy, birthed of boredom. I don’t do pictures like this any more. Too much consuquence. We fucked like live goats after this picture.

Trying to make me smile